Before I go any further let me make one thing very clear.....I LOVE my two boys more than I ever imagined possible. In fact I cannot imagine life without them and I would die if anything happened to them. So even though they drive me crazy at times, they complete our family and I can honestly say I miss them when they are not around.
Being a mom is one of the best things that ever happened to me, and I love being a mother, but, and it's a big but, lets be honest it's also one of the worst. As much as I hate to say it (because of course I strive to be one) there is no perfect mom. I have my fair share of bad days and whether I like it or not I do, at times, take it out on my kids and my hubby. After which I promptly feel so darn guilty, I brand myself as the worst mom/wife/person ever and condem myself to a lifetime of servitude :-)
In order for me to maintain my sanity (I am in serious need of an avenue to vent) and try get back a bit of the old me, I decided I am going to blog again. I used to have a blog which was my space to verbalise my thoughts about life and such but I have not written anything since my oldest was born in 2008. That's a long time to be silent.
Why not carry on with my old blog then? Well I've changed and my thoughts have changed, because lets face it, that's exactly what happens when you walk down the parenting aisle and grab yourself a kid or two.
So basicly I am your average stay at home mom (for now) of two adorably gorgeous boys (aged 2 1/2 and 4 mnths) married to an amazing man (whom I know I take for granted) willing to share my ups and downs of parenting. I've been told I have a way with words, but I'm not so sure. All I know is I love writing and I manage to put things into words easier when there is a piece of paper involved. So hop on my roller coaster or don't. Either way enjoy the ride that is life,as it promises a thrilling, unpredictable experience for all those brave enough.
Amendment... Jan 2013 I've joined the world of working moms, my eldest just turned 5 and my youngest will be 3 in a few months time.
