The Ups and Downs of Parenting
Sunday 22 October 2017
Yelling
Sunday 26 February 2017
Kids and sex
First the one night after the bath he stands by the fireplace and starts thrusting his hips. When I ask him what are you doing – he says he is sexting the fireplace. I say that’s cool but just be sure you don’t burn your tottie and sexting is better kept for the bedroom. Then a few days later he is standing behind Leo in the kitchen, holds onto his shoulders and starts thrusting from behind. I ask what are you doing. He says he is showing Leo what humping is. I say cool , but humping is something grown-ups do. So he says but you and daddy never do it, I said yes we do, we just do it in the privacy of our bedroom.
Kids are curious and you must satisfy their curiosity or they may go look for answers elsewhere.
But how much do you tell them and when is the question. Something all parents wonder about. The tips I've picked up that make the most sense are: Follow your gut and only answer the question they are asking. Don’t elaborate unnecessarily.
Good luck !
Bath time
Power of words
Bad mother vs good mother
Monday 19 September 2016
Contradictions
Parenting leads to many contradictions. One being the issue of kids in the bed.
I love waking up in the morning to the realisation "I don't have any kids in the bed", "space wondrous space", but how I long for their cuddles as I fall asleep at night. Feeling their little bodies tucked into mine. Their backs pressed against my tummy or at times back to back. Hearing their breath, feeling their heart beat. Or a tiny arm snakes it's way around your neck or tummy and squeezes just that little bit. Their warmth, their love - moments you wish you could freeze in time because like many things these types of cuddles are numbered.
At least Leo promised to need me till he gets to grade 10. So I have a few years left.
Sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite.
Sunday 21 August 2016
Birth stories
Or maybe it is... for others.
After all we are all unique, which means each birth story will be unique and perhaps there are ladies out there who do get a TV birth.
I just wasn't one of them.
My two times were certainly different. One with drugs, one without. One took a good couple of hours, one was over in a blink of an eye. One had music and ambience, the other was a blur of pain - guess which one was which.
I must be honest I don't recall many details of either birth. I don't recall how I felt the first time they were placed in my arms. I don't recall staring into their eyes falling madly and deeply in love. Not even sure what the first thing was that I said to them.
I wonder if my hubby remembers.
With my eldest I do remember feeling like I was drowning, not able to get a breath. I remember feeling exhausted afterwards. With my youngest I remember feeling the pain was so intense I needed someone to stop it, or take it over cause I couldn't anymore. I remember forgetting that pain quite quickly once it was over though. The miracle of nature.
I remember the first night with my eldest was long and scary, my first night with my youngest was also long but it was a lot less scary - amazing what a difference 2 years of motherhood does for ones confidence.
I didn't want any photos to be taken or a movie to be made... not sure why... but in hindsight I wish I had. Even though I was the most important person in the room I think I was the least present, the least aware of what was happening around me or to me. Perhaps we drift to another dimension in order to get through the experience, perhaps our brains are trained not to file any memories of a birth or a second child will never be on the cards. I don't know if it is just me that remembers it in such a haze but it would actually be quite interesting to see it from another perspective.
Maybe I should just watch those TV births and own the events as my own...